Who I felt like on the inside was showing on the outside.

I felt like a HOTT SEXY BAD ASS! LOL It was incredible! Go Women! Go Empowerment!

I immediately wanted to do another session and take even more photos and get them in large prints and hang them all over my walls.

I don’t think I’m saying doing this boudoir was gonna answer my prayers to make me confident and powerful but to let me SEE myself through the eye of another and see that the person from 20 years ago is still in there.

The confidence, the spirituality, the "I don’t care what you think of me" is still somewhere in there.

AND I SAW IT....

First off, my initial reason for scheduling my session was because I was supposed to be getting married. And that just isn’t in the cards yet. Secondly I put on twenty pounds due to quarantine, which of course made me beyond self conscious. I was literally disgusted with myself. I had a mental breakdown and CRIED on the way to my session.

I am 28 with two kids. I work for loan operations of a bank. I am an outgoing person but when it comes to sexy I am very shy. I was so nervous I did not know what to expect or how I would do posing for pictures. That and I hate pictures of myself and don’t find myself sexy.