It Cannot Be Explained...

IT HAS BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE I HAD MY FIRST BOUDOIR SESSION WITH MOLLY. 

ONE YEAR! WHAT!

To think about how I was feeling one year ago is incomprehensible! I hardly knew this gorgeous little lady. I was so nervous I was gonna look disgusting in my photos. No matter how much my mom and best friend (both past Molly clients) tried to talk me out of feeling this way, I just didn’t… no, I could NOT believe them that the photos would turn out well (no offense to Molly’s talent or anything). 

SEE, I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO LOOKS IN THE MIRROR AND NITPICKS EVERY LITTLE THING THAT I WISH I COULD CHANGE FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. MY FOREHEAD WRINKLES. MY STRETCH MARKS. MY FLABBY ARMS. MY HUGE CELLULITE RIDDEN THIGHS. MY SCARS. MY FLABBY STOMACH. HONESTLY, THE LIST COULD GO ON FOREVER. WHY WAS I DOING THIS THEN? WHY WAS I SPENDING A FUCK TON OF MONEY ON SOMETHING THAT I ALREADY LOOK AT IN THE MIRROR AND HATE DAILY? IT MADE NO SENSE AND I ALMOST CANCELED. 

FAST FORWARD TO ONE YEAR LATER. I CONSIDER MOLLY A NEW TRUE FRIEND. I AM NOW A BRAND AMBASSADOR FOR HER TALENT AT ZEALOUS STILLS AND HAVE THE LUXURY OF SPREADING HER ART TO EVERYONE I KNOW. 

I don’t really care who sees me naked or in bra and underwear anymore. I have more confidence over all. I feel happier trying to date (trying is the key word - my single ladies know wassup). I finally got promoted at my job. I have a better handle over my life. I finally made the plunge to go to therapy. I started investing in my body again by eating better and working out regularly. I think I am on the road to happy. 

I KNOW YOU’RE PROBABLY THINKING, “YO MORG, NOT ALL OF THAT CAME OUT OF ONE SESSION OF DOING NUDIE PICS…” BUT TO THAT, I HAVE TO DISAGREE AND SAY YOU’D BE WRONG. IT 100% DID.

Did I make all these things come to fruition? Fuck yeah! However, doing that FIRST session showed me a whole new side and light to myself I have NEVER seen. These are things no one can show you or tell you about yourself. It is something you absolutely have to experience yourself to understand the feelings and all the aftermath that comes from ONE session with this goddess.

BOUDOIR IS AN EXPERIENCE THAT CANNOT BE EXPLAINED. IT MUST BE EXPERIENCED.

There’s still time left in 2019, but guess what? Make 2020 your year to invest in YOU and start it off with a session. It is probably going to be one of the scariest things you’ll book for yourself, but I promise you that the feeling that comes out of it can’t be felt any other way!

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