MY NAME IS MARTHA I’M 30 YEARS OLD.

I AM A MOTHER OF SIX CHILDREN RANGING FROM 13 DOWN TO 4.

I had my first child at the age of 15. Talk about having to grow up at a young age. I’m currently working in the healthcare field doing home health and also driving for a physical therapy company. I have also opened up an online clothing store (gymrose) for women and men during the year 2019.

I worked really hard the last two years training with a personal trainer because I just wasn’t happy with my body at all. I wasn’t happy when I looked in the mirror, all I saw was a shallow hal looking back at me.

ALL MY INSECURITIES ARE DUE TO BEING BULLIED ABOUT MY WEIGHT OR JUST BELITTLED TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE LESS OF A SEXY WOMEN. DOING A BOUDOIR SHOOT WAS SOMETHING COMPLETELY OUT OF MY ELEMENT BUT SOMETHING I COULD DEFINITELY SAY WAS ON MY BUCKET LIST OF THINGS TO DO.

As for celebrating a milestone, yes and no. I haven’t even reached what I wanted to reach with my training, my body is actually in survival mode because I don’t eat like I should. I would say I wanted to feel sexy and more comfortable in my own skin. I also wanted to shit on anyone that ever had anything negative to say about me and these pictures

“I’M A WORK OF ART!!”

MY INSECURITIES OF MY BODY FUELED MY EMOTIONS THE MOST

I like to live a stress free life so I wasn’t trying to work myself up. I tried to keep my photo shoot off my mind leading up to it. The only unexpected thing was feeling as comfortable as I did.

MOLLY HAS THIS AURA THAT LITERALLY WILL HAVE YOUR SOUL AND BODY LIKE AN OPEN BOOK.

Omg, I was nervous for two days. I was nervous walking in but after sitting there and talking to Molly and her makeup artist, it was like I knew them forever. Like we had a bond and I felt like I was just with my girlfriends hanging out. All the butterflies in my stomach drifted away.

BY THE TIME WE STARTED SHOOTING, I FELT LIKE IT WAS JUST ME AND A FRIEND GETTING SOME REAL GOOD GLAMOUR SHOTS OF ME. MOLLY HAS AN ENERGY THAT MAKES YOU FEEL SO COMFORTABLE THAT YOU DON’T EVEN REALIZE YOU’RE IN A STUDIO.

SHE JUST HAD AN AMAZING WAY OF MAKING ME FEEL FLAWLESS AND AMAZING.

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Molly was able to get me to show some skin with out me wanting to grab my robe and cover back up. There is no way you can tell in the pictures but during the down time of posing and the clicks of the shutter we laughed and talked and just goofed around!

Honestly, I feel sexy after my photo session with molly. I realize that every imperfection on me makes me perfectly imperfect in my own ways.

I’M GOING TO BLESS THE WORLD WITH 74 DAYS OF MARTHA IS HOW I FEEL AFTER MY SESSION WITH MOLLY.

Doing my boudoir shoot has me telling a lot of women that they are art and for them not to feel ugly or uncomfortable in there own skin.

DO IT. DON’T THINK ABOUT IT. JUST DO IT LADIES!

How many times in your life will you experience feeling like a goddess other than in the bed with your man?

THIS IS SOMETHING I BELIEVE EVERY WOMEN SHOULD DO.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WAKING UP MY INNER GODDESS. THESE ARE PICTURES THAT I’M GOING TO HOLD ON TO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

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MY INTENTION WAS TO TAKE PICTURES TO HELP ME LOVE MYSELF AGAIN.

NOT ONLY DO I LOVE MYSELF BUT I’M FREAKING ART - A GODDESS. I JUST HAD TO HAVE A LITTLE DIRECTION TO REALIZE HOW PRETTY AND AMAZING MY BODY IS.

 
 
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